Lord God, please forgive me.
I truly honour this person and respect him, I thought; why on earth did I have to act in such a manner last night?! There was no reason for it whatsoever!
I’m shamed. I’m feeling rather stupid, and I don’t want to have to let him go because of it. I feel terrible.
Lord God, please forgive me. I’m sorry. I should not have acted that way, I should have seen what would happen, and I should have not even started it. Please do not let my actions be my undoing. I don’t want to lose his friendship; it truly means so much to me.
Lord God,
I give him to You, I give him up; please help me to do so. He is not mine, I am not his, I have no right to treat him as though he is mine. I have no right to act as I do around him. Please bring me back to You in all ways. Please forgive me. I have not honoured You in all my actions.
I love You God, and feel so guilty right now, help me. I don’t even want to think about him because I feel dumb, immature, like I shouldn’t be feeling this way about him at all. I have no right whatsoever.
Lord, You know my heart in all things, please break it and build it back up for You and only. I love You, please forgive me when I do not act in such a manner.
amen.
signing out.