Hello,
So yeah, I’m not doing very well at all today. It was an incredibly rough week last week and I’m just beat. I need sleep and I can’t; I have to work tomorrow and go to a meeting; which is odd because it’s usually my day off, but oh well.
I don’t know, I just feel like I’m destined to be alone forever. I’m discouraged; it just seems that the one guy I want to be around is so busy that I can never see him and he has a right to that, it’s just hard when I see him with his group of friends and I try to be a friend, but how can you possibly make an impression when the only time you see him is when he’s on stage or dancing with other girls? It’s tough. And I just don’t see it happening. At all.
I’m so done.
Lord,
You know how I feel for this person; You know what he’s done for me. Please help me to let him go. Let me rely on You and only. I love him. Show me how to love him enough to move on.
amen.
signing out.